Total i got a call from my Gp my vitamin D level is even lower than its ever been, its 27 geez and after the "super vitamin D" i thought it was suppost to be sorted. She suggest i get sunlight.. and talked about injections again.. she said shes going to write to my rhemotologist to see if hes got any ideas.. oh joys i seem to have so much fun with my vitamin d level.

earlier this month we went to see my rhemotologist.. in about a foot of snow.. we were the only people there in the waiting room.. we travelled for an hour.. for a thirty minute journey but luckily he had turned up, five of his colleagues hadn't. We went mainly to get my cortisone injection because my right leg has been really really painful from the trapped nerve.. the knee pain i have got used too but the trapped nerve pain has been agony.

I have been getting itchy head recently its been driving me crazy, and dry skin, couple that with the ulcers in my mouth and my rhemotologist thinks I have Lupus.. and has done some blood tests.. that is how they found out my vitamin d is super low.. but the blood tests haven't come back from that yet.

I seem to have had alot of germs recently.. and have just had one of my sore throats and also a cold which I could have done without.. but it has been super cold.. and I have already mentioned the foot of snow! and its already threatening to snow some more.. well it did last night but it didn't settle. It might be a white christmas.. I just wish I didn't feel the cold so much.

Its the fibro groups christmas meal today I am wondering how many of the group are going to turn up in this cold.. and to be honest knowing how I feel I wouldn't blame them if they didn't turn up.. I feel like rubbish and ache like hell but I have to keep a smile on my face for my fiancé.