I haven't written recently.. alot of things are either up in the air so i dont know what is going to happen so there is no point in happening or not much is going on.

There are to be changes in DLA changing to some new benefit. People are to be moved from Incapacity to ESA Benefit with many people moved onto Jobseekers Allowance which is going to cause alot of problems for many. I am just sitting and waiting for my form telling me that it is time for me to change over. Even social Services Funding is stopping for anyone of middle or lower care needs! i have phoned Social Services and checked luckily.. or not.. i checked with them and i am higher needs so phew.

I awaiting the future of the Daycentre i regularly attend as its future hangs in the balance unsure whether it is going to to be kept as it is, closed down.. or turned into a place for the elderly..

As i said there is little to write with everything hanging in the balance.

My vitamin D is still not getting any better; i have to make an appointment to see the nurse to have an injection of Vitamin D. Surely it cant keep getting worse and worse forever its going to hit rock bottom at some point i suppose.. lol maybe it will go into negative figures!!

The injection I had for pain the cortisone one from my specialist in November didn't seem to work I have still been suffering alot from the pain in my leg and the trapped nerve, I have another appointment with him in March where hopefully he will be able to come up with some ideas, I don't know whether he did the injection in the wrong place or whether it didn't work.. it was only the second time I had it!

It is the Fibromyalgia meeting tonight which I am looking forward too, it was the awareness meeting last month and we had a "healthy" number of people I made a new friend and I am hoping he is going to come tonight he is in a similar position with his Fibromyalgia as me. Most people at the group are still walking easily or working.. my new friend has what I call "severe" Fibromyalgia and has to use a wheelchair very often and can not walk very much. I feel a little bit bad, feeling happy that there is someone else like me.. i know that sounds weird.