The increase in my morphine patches has been making me more and more tired recently and so i have been finding it more difficult to concentrate i dont know if this is because of the morphine or because of the fibromyalgia or because of the morphine.

The symptoms seem to be progressing and taking more of my life with it; taking more of what used to be my life and ruining what is left of me.

I have been struggling with my hands. to pick up and hold objects in my hands, yesterday i wrote a note to a friend on a piece of paper the note was ledgiable but looked like a 7 year old child had done it i had to hold the pen in my fist and steady my hand with the other hand due to the shaking it brought me to tears i hate being reduced to this.

On a good note the Incapacity people have written to me saying i dont have to send sick notes for a year and my benefits have gone up to £100 a week. I have just completed a Disability Living Allowance form and will post it when i move to ouw new house very soon. We are due to get the keys at the end of the week. As we have bought a share of the property we should be able to adapt the property to my needs, the only thing that worries me is that it is on the first floor; i am hoping that my legs dont get any worse.

My vision is getting more blurry i think i need some new glaases i dont know if this is due to the fibro, i seem to attribute everything to it but even with my glasses on i struggle to see past the blurriness.